February 2012
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I’ve just decided that my goal for this semester at uni is to not outfit repeat. Anyone that knows me will realise this should be quite easy but for an extra challenge some days I’m going to go to uni dressed really over-the-top or strange or maybe themed wear, to see if anyone compliments me. I used to do it all the time in the Redlands. I’d wear ugly things to see if anyone...
How do people be alone?
Not going to Jye’s until probably Tuesday. Long, long, long time on my own.
Last night I just got really bored & played temple run until I got too bored of that, then went to sleep. I suck at being on my own. Only one more night!
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Weekend #1 of not socializing
Thoughts so far:
i’m bored
i really don’t have any friends
my boyfriend his having his traditional weekendly bender
i want to be drunk & make love to my boyfriend
damn university
i need to go to uni to be the queen of my destiny
i could learn to play ukelele right now
i could learn to play guitar
i’m bored
i remember the days when i...
thatisatonguering asked: <3
Today was the perfect day:
I woke up to my sun kissed boy deeply asleep with his bare skin peaking from the sheets. The sheets were white with ripples & creases from the movement of our bodies during the night. It felt like a heavenly ocean, like our bodies were laced upon the clouds. My boy was very gentle to me today. When we woke together he cuddled me, kissed my forehead & whispered...
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Today I woke up feeling ethereal & placid. I always knew I would die young, when the time was right. I woke up knowing today was the right day. I didn’t expect the day to be so soon. It’s a peculiar feeling knowing I am going to die. Every day I live beyond today is not mine. Every day I live beyond today is a gift greater than life. I am running on someone else’s time.
Jye looks so other-worldly right now. I feel so other-worldly right now. Soft bare skin drenched in a sea of pristine white shades of light. The breeze is so crisp something I’ve not experienced in a while. This feeling, the view, it’s enough to give me hope for a heaven. I could lie here for the rest of the day in awe.
Jye is the slowest, laziest person. If doing something is not purely to benefit himself everything is a painful hassle. I am running an hour late because it took me an hour of nagging to get him ready. So infuriating.
Today I am having lunch with my soul mate. I haven’t had a proper conversation with Maddison in a long time. I am so excited. I’m beyond excited. Lady chats & sushi.
I feel really happy. Although getting rotten drunk is not the ideal way to fix your problem it definitely fixed mine, that & the beautiful conversation I had with Liam about all my woes. I feel like I have very decent & sincere friends right now. I don’t have many but they are very respectful & loving. My boyfriend looks after me so well. My social life is not bland nor is out of...
welcomeoldfriend:
Nothing I do is secret news. My friends honestly blurt my life to everyone they meet. I think I need new friends, or perhaps I should just make better decisions.
To be fair I only tell Jye. Jye tells everyone.
When I first started dating Jye I used to blow him off constantly & was a bit of a bitch. He was so sweet to me. Now that I adore him with every inch of me he is such a dick. Treat em mean keep em keen.
things that would be really good right now:
if jye came over tonight
if i had a flower box with sunflowers
if i could waste money on getting a nipple piercing on thursday
if i could eat apples without feeling ill
if i didn’t have to go to ipswich every day until june
if i had enough money to go to the royal exchange on wednesday
if simon went to the royal exchange on wednesday
if my...
my little danigirl is sending me beautiful drunken text messages. bless her heart. :’)
joy of joys now that i am finally home i have to go to some distant family member’s 16th birthday party. i’ve never even met her before. i don’t even know her name. weoooooow fun times for the ward family tonight.
Feeling so unbelievably ill. Send me all your love followers.
off to the sherwood forest to weep to robin hood about everything that is no good in my life & get drink off the remnants of vodka from last friday night xoxo
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unreliable boyfriend is unreliable.
roberto asked: I'll do my part!
to my friends who continue to post great amounts of porn on tumblr,
keep up the good work. my vagina and i thoroughly enjoy it.
yours sincerely,
eolh
goodluckfindingmehere asked: i love you lots.
I just put the funniest entry into my “Lovers I Had and Liked” note book. My sense of aggressive humour will always fix everything. Fuck the fuckers who dare to fuck with me. I have a journal & I will take it out on you in a private matter so you will never know. # burn book
Dying to get away from the Redlands forever. This is not my home any more & I will be re-evaluating everything to make sure I get away from it & the people here. If you live in the Redlands please feel like this is a direct target at you.
